well, i wasn't at uni all last week; couldn't face it to be honest. could barely get out of bed for the most part.
it was the one year anniversary of my gran's death on thursday and it really hit me hard, harder than i expected it to. not because i didn't love her - just because i've never let it hit me. i've tried so hard to look after other people and keep them smiling that i kinda left myself out. so being here in weston, with nobody to comfort and make feel better, i was sort of left with my own thoughts - never a good thing!!!
it was also the three year anniversary of something else (something i'd prefer to keep to myself - its prompt book material you see) which also messed my already fuzzy brain up.
eventually got around to going to the doctors; she had me fill in "patient health questionnaire 3" which is about mental health. perhaps i might get a bit of help...finally.
xoxo
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